haircut..
alrightie.. this is a rather stupid post.. it is complaining abt something that cannot be undone by me.. can only be undone by time.. hopefully.. time pass slower and my hair grow much much much much much faster.. yes.. i never intend my hair to be cut soooo short.. i was in shock when i see that it was cut soooooo short.. im speechless.. it supposed to be very cool looking.. oh well.. it does look cool.. but i don't intend to look cool this time.. and the moment i saw it.. i know.. sure die liao.. go home dont know how to face mother.. cause for sure.. 100% gurantee plus chop.. surely get scolded one.. firstly.. the haircut is totally not feminine and she 100% against me being tomboy-ish.. but.. I'm not going that direction at all.. it was totally not me anymore!!! i grown out of it liao.. i even try to do less unglam things liao.. try to wear more skirt.. dress up, diligently put on all my mosituriser.. but.. sigh.. just a bad bad haircut.. especially my left side.. total disaster.. okie.. if not for that side.. i wont have been so upset over my haircut myself.. yes.. im upset.. i think i look like a boy again.. sigh.. okie.. for people who havent see me.. well.. get ready for the worse.. then maybe it won't be that bad.. i mean.. i just wish it havent went soooo short.. the worst part is i must learn to live with it for at least a mth or so.. i cant imagine the moment i step back next week.. the amt of explanation i had to make and the amt of exclamation i will be hearing.. sigh... seriously.. i think of several method to recover it.. one is.. buy a wig.. next is hair extension, lastly.. just cut it short both side so that i wont look so off balance.. well.. in case any person see this post and wanna buy me some birthday present and cant think of any.. perhaps can buy me some hair product that can help to increase the speed of hair growth.. sigh..
what a day..
Today.. didnt feel very happy. just hate my time being wasted by others.. and undecisive decisions which were being made.. ever changing decisions disrupt one's planning of their way of life, their way of doing things. and really.. today i realise how important the role of a leader is.. when a leader makes decision without much thinking and consideration, life becomes real bad for the followers.. and somehow.. it makes my whole day a bad bad mood day plus headache.. argh.. plus unfinished studying for next week exam.. sianz.. just in a bad bad mood.. hopefully after sleeping, tmr wake up will be to a bright new day..
Going to USA!!
Yes.. I confirm going to US this upcoming may liao!! From 13th may till 27th may.. Will be back in time for my marathon once again.. same situation as last year.. so i guess there's no hope of running under 6 hours this year.. but this year got more friends running this marathon.. perhaps the motivation will pull me faster :D
yes US.. the trip is confirmed liao.. :D perhaps it is a good ting that im not buying car bah.. got more money on hand.. so can do things more freely.. hopefully i can go learn diving soon also.. and not forgetting putting on my braces.. yes.. im tempted once again.. i know i look ok with my teeth now.. but i just wanna look a little better.. hahaha..
today had been a great day!! really.. had been quite happy somehow.. hee.. :D
alright.. going to sleep liao.. think tmr going to try to wake up to do my jogging again.. gonna train hard for the marathon.. so that can make up for the two weeks of travelling..
oh.. bintan trip is confirmed liao.. yippeee.. gonna have a relaxing week with all of them.. :D
wedding dinner..
am at wedding dinner.. Wow.. Bride is so pretty.. Both look so loving together.. Hmmm.. Well.. Makes me wanna say.. I want to get marry too! Haha.. Really.. But.. Don't wanna be so major event.. Haha.. Cause waste money.. But.. Before can win toto.. Must buy toto first.. Haha.. So how leh.. Hmmm.. Maybe just have to continue to wait for my mr right bah.. Well.. Back to eating more food!
A few good things..
I ran below 12 mins for 2.4km! Finally. :D I may be able to run even better the next time. For the record i ran 11mins 58 secs! Aiming for below 11:45 next time :D
Clear things up so it feels much better!! Being frank is perhaps the key!
Next week no need book in!! Going outram there for course!!! So means got GOOD FOOD!!!
2 weeks later going Bintam or is it Batam?? But whichever place.. can stay in a huge bungalow with swimming pool!! Ruoling.. this is still on one rite?? hee :D
Since not booking in.. I can follow more closely to my TRAINING for MARATHON!!! wohoo.. so exciting..
Last good thing that i can recall for now.. My weight is still being maintained. Heng ah!! hee :D
buying car..
well.. the coe prices had been dropping non stop and i am now very gian to buy a car.. well.. initially i din't really think of buying one cause i know for sure i wont have the money to pay totally.. however, this morning my mum ask me whether im going to buy a car and she can give me a loan if it is not too much.. and this somehow started my gian-ness to buy.. yes.. so i look thru the diff websites.. as usual i will wish to buy a subaru wrx.. but too bad.. too ex.. so i look at the lowest range of subaru.. they got this subaru r1.. super uber cute little car and very pretty!!! it cost around 40k.. with coe, road tax, gst. really like it a lot.. but then.. i cant really decide whether i want to buy anot.. cause.. buying car will mean that i can't spend much money also.. furthermore i just started work.. and by buying a car.. most of my saving will be gone.. which means i will have no money to go to US, no money to buy house!! hahaha.. but the primary reason to buy car is that when i pop.. i need a car to go to work i think.. cause my mum discourage me to work near my house.. she suggests i should go further.. so most likely i will choose places like outram or tanglin or bedok lor.. which means i will need a car eventually.. unless i can find a bf there at my workplace to ferry me ard!! wahahha.. which is hard i think.. given my character and the way i behave.. good guys just dont fall down from the sky right in front of me.. :S ahahah.. well.. the reason why i can't decide on subaru r1 for sure is because it only has two doors and if im going to drive my parents ard.. they are sure going to complain like mad.. but i really like the idea of two doors cause it makes it cuter and since im getting a small car.. the two doors concept will make it look less small and more special.. a bit hard to understand i know.. but i really like the car.. especially when it is red.. the interior is also red.. it is like wow.. a totally lady's car and something like my own personal space like that.. then i can always load up the boot with my blades, running shoes, running attire, and in the future my golf set.. hmm.. speaking of which.. i wonder if the boot can contain a golf set.. >.< oh ya.. and this car is very fuel efficient.. it is like 4.6l/100km.. so i was thinking saving on the fuel.. it wont be tat costly for me.. well.. i wish i can get the car soon.. but it may jsut all be a dream afterall.. hmmm.. i wish i can win toto.. then no need to think liao.. straight away go and buy.. but then.. i dint even buy toto in the first place.. how to win leh.. :S
Back from Nepal
Was reading my friends' blog and realise my life as compared to theirs seems to be going at a much slower pace especially the trip to nepal. it's unlike business trip as the working pple but rather i'll say my trip is more of leisure not because it is easy, no, it is the direct opposite of easy but rather because of being so close to nature. i'm glad where i am. thou the path is not ever smooth going. cause most of the times i can't get what i ask for :P the trip has given me more confidence than before. i'm no longer that afraid of presentation cause this trip somehow almost every single presentation, i will get involve, including debate!!! oh gosh.. can imagine how chaotic i can become, firstly is my command of english, wrong pronounciation, damnit.. secondly, my speed of speaking, well, it gotten slower but somehow still too fast.. and lastly, i always run out of things to say.. hee :P but well, it's a good experience afterall..
coming back to sg, don't know what training lies ahead for me, but shall be alright i guess. oh.. not forgetting, getting ready for my sundown marathon, less than 18 weeks to it liao.. so gonna start training for it.. hopefully my knee problem will get lesser.. and hopefully i can get a running kaki who will not fly me areoplane..
