Down..
Feeling down now.. In fact very down.. It had been so long since i teared while typing my blog entry.. I wonder if it is the exam stress that is making me feel more down than necessary.. But seriously I don't think so.. I know I will definitely pass..As to why I'm feeling down.. Can't really put it to words.. All is just in my tots.. the world is never fair.. though i know for sure it is definitely fairer to me than to a lot of others.. i can't ask for more good stuffs to happen to me.. cause i lead a life that is rather happy.. just that what i want and wish for.. is something that i can never achieve as far as i can see for now.. i don't demand and i can't demand.. all i can do is patiently wait.. and i'm always lost for what i want.. cause what i think i should want should not just be benefiting myself..
i got a feeling that this mood of mine is gonna follow me through the week.. though tmr night will be going out with pple for some food.. but i doubt it'll brighten me up.. perhaps.. i shall learn to be like people who can focus on their work so much that other things outside work shall not disturb me anymore.. but i guess it's gonna be hard for me.. but.. i'll learn to do it..
*hugging my tweety*.. cause he is the only one who can give me encouragement for now...
posted by shirley @ 11:09 PM
1 Comments:
lifang jiayou! sometimes when i'm feeling really really down and it just happens that there's nobody to talk to, it's best to just try to go and sleep ba.. night time is always the time to start feeling crappy. whatever it is, hang on! :)
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