happie days..

kayaking..

had a round ubin island kayaking yesterday.. really superb tiring.. once i reached home... i slept like a pig..

recently had been feeling down.. well.. not down all the times thou.. got loads of laughter too at times i must say.. cause always got loads of jokes that were being cracked around.. and yup.. most of which are lame.. and somehow.. it sparked my lame-ness too.. yes.. when i become lame.. im at the most extreme end.. i can be so lame that u will feel like strangling me.. hee..

however.. haven't gotten out of my moodiness yet.. it just comes to me once in a while.. i try to tell myself it must be pms.. but it's not healthy afterall.. to be in the down side.. i think.. perhaps.. it is time for me to go and have a visit to the seaside.. to let the sea breeze blow away my unhappiness and feel the peace there bah.. i love to sit by the seaside a lot.. all by myself.. cause i get to stare out into the open sea and think to myself.. of things that i could have done.. i should have or have not done.. things that i can improve on.. and perhaps.. why i should be happy and satisfy with what i have.. that is to count my blessing.. even though there are stages in life that i will feel upset and feel that nothing is right.. but i know for sure.. as long as i gotten past that stage.. i'll learn new things and become stronger.. i know i can get super upset at times.. but i know.. i will get past it eventually..

okie.. im not making sense liao.. better stop my nagging and complaining..

i'm glad with what i have.. just that.. i'm greedy and asking for more.. and perhaps.. that's what is making me upset.. but somehow.. don't i deserve to have more... hahaha.. okie.. going out soon..

*christmas is coming soon.. so is chinese new year... *

posted by shirley @ 10:50 AM